24th november 2009

Well well well...
Let's see..
someone jus finished her test..
brief description about the post exam feelings..
frankly.. if u stick ur brain on to the notes.. u will have definitely no problem in answering all the questions given.. n mayb getting a 4 flat is not a dfficult thing too..
however...
pretty, adorable, day-dreaming, lazy little girl here..
always tell herself not to stress up.. relax.. dun study so much la.. later not pretty..
ended up..
doing stupid mistakes in the paper..
haihz..

end of the exam thing..
now after exam.. lucky me still can enjoy a 1 month holiday..
not like someone.. haihz..
he dun have holiday..
meaning tat i also dun have lor...
actually quite disappointed..
but wat to do??
who ask him to be the man of my life..
jus feel very pity, with all the sleepless night, he still do not deserve to enjoy any holidays..
OMG.. wat the hell is the dean thinking..
dun let me know who he or she is..
i'll slap him or her in the face..

thinking wat to do with the rest of holidays..
first thing in my list was to clean up my room..
"Check!"
second thing is to watch a movie..
hmmm.. this was suppose to accomplish with someone..
but too bad..
so tmr.. 2012 i'm coming!!
third is going on a trip...
with friends.. or with someone..
hmm.. but looks like it's kinda impossible..
well no harm anticipating.. right??
the rest are shopping for the right cosmetic.. studying for the coming ielts.. and fb-ing!!!

wat a boring to-do-list right??
because the person writing it is also a boring one..
>< aiks..

*the tears i saw in ur eyes sliced my heart into pieces.. pls dun tear anymore.. take care k??

31st october 2009

finally byebye october..
hello november..
It is just a blink when I remember the time i stared at my STPM results..
i never could have seen where i would be at that very time.. neither then nor now..
sometimes.. I wonder whether should i still perserve on what i really wanted all this while..
ya i admit i don't have any single criteria tat make me..
but ...
but...
somewhere... somehow...
still asking me to go for it...
hope is thin i would say...
as i believe 99% of the homosapiens.. jugde on your look before they even speak to you..
base on their jugdement.. they will choose to either look down at you, tease you, or just don't wanna even look an eye on you...
this is so call reality...

dear always look into my eyes and tell me that i'm pretty...
AWWWW...
u know what... although i'm in a very conscious state knowing the fact that i'm actually not...
i still feel very happy about tat..
in fact.. hopelessly beg for more of it~~~

not only it makes me day better..

but also pump in extra confidence in me...
i love u honey ....

that few sentences are not to show off.. ( might kena scold: go get a room!!!! )...
but to remind me that..

dun mind how others look at you..
every girl is pretty in their own way.. no matter how you look.. how you act..
there is always an angel
that will love you for who you are...
and to all that already discovered their angels...
please cherish..