merry christmas

christmas eve..
although not a christian myself..
but i kinda like christmas..
love the deco around KL..
love the presents.. but not getting one this year..
love the atmoshpere..peace, cold yet warm feelings..
love the songs!!
love the colours..
love the spirit..
love absolutely everything about it..

everyone asking whether i'm going anywhere for christmas??
haha..
why??
cant i be different from everyone??
cant i be doing anything different from everyone??
ya i'm not going anywhere for christmas..
avoid the jam avoid the crowd..
avoid the needs to make up and dress up for party..
avoid the camera..
instead i'm having the most delicious cake in my life!!!
better than secret recipe..
it is the cake i bought from malacca -- tiramisu milk crepe..
suppose to give it to someone..
too bad he cant make it..
so it's mine!!!!
yum yum..
next trip i'm gonna buy back the whole cake!!!!!!
so long for 2010 christmas..
looking forward to the new year..
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE...

back to old times..

i tot i will never have the chance to perform back on stage again..
but it happened on saturday..
and a quite successful performance i would say..
at least the audience had much fun..
playing side by side with my long time fren.. eng..
hahaa i guess it is been a while since v last play the same instrument..

christmas is getting near..
wishes??
haven really think of a proper wishes..
but i would like to have a better skin..
no more pimples blemishes..><
but i think santa cant give me tat..><

d ulcer is killing me..
bonjela to the rescue!!!! ^^

grey..

grey..
is the colour which is most suitable to describe my feelings now..
there are always time tat u can't even smile for the whole day..
gloomy.. and grey..
raining makes thing worst..
it deepen the colour..
feelings sinking deeper..

13th december 2009

can someone help me with y blog??
i duno wat happen with the setting..
somehow there are some error causing the silly weird looking arrangement to my blog..
help..

9th December 2009

jus came back ipoh..

in a day..

visited my uncle in hospital..

hope he will get well pretty soon coz the suffering look on his face is heartening..

xinyu said : why so late still not going to bed?? not good for your skin!!

haihz..

i also know..

but i duno why although i go to bed early i still have trouble finding uncle chow..

mayb my melatonin secreted has not been very efficient after EOS..

talking about tat.. glad tat i passed and can continue to my sem 2 with no worries..

but still duno the exact grade coz lazy to go IMU to collect my result..

hahaa

back to the skin thing..

haihz.. my skin ar.. tat's the second thing tat always make my wrinkles line double..

never ending blemishes.. no matter how much i spend on it..

no matter how i take care of it..

it will eventually pop out a zit..

and the black heads are like mushrooming over my face..

yucks!!! i hate 'em..

trying out the body shop tea tree series..

hmm.. work out the first few days..

but lately the pimples r coming back.. wth!!

haihz.. the smell of the tea tree oil makes me really dizzy... haiyo haiyo..

wanna know how awful the smell is?? go to the body shop and smell the tester..

u will never go near tat thing again.. swear!!

hopefully my skin wont get worst.. ><

3rd December 2009

nerve wrecking day coming..
another few mins to go..
nahhh...
i'm not tat psycho about tat Doomsday-is-coming thing..
guess i'm tired of the feeling of waiting to sit for exams and waiting anxiously for the results..
bt still..
i'm gonna stuck with this exam oriented course for another 3 and a half years..
However, finger crossed.. i jus hope tat my results will come out fine.. never think of being any of the top students.. hate the attention tat will be getting..
although sometimes i wish that i had brain tat will photocopy every word tat i read.. but some to think of it.. it is good to jus be a normal girl..
so wat if i'm not 'brainy'? does tat means tat i cant earn more money then u?
mayb i'll get a rich husband den u do.. muahahaha...
sometimes..
we really should not be studying and studying for the sake of getting good results..
wat is the point of it if we cant enjoy life?
wat is the point if we have no friends??
i'm happy to be surrounded by cool friends..
to have actually enjoy wat i have been through..
enjoy wat i learned from my studies..
instead of jus remembered wat is the functional unit of liver, kidney or nerve..

okay.. admit tat there are a few butterflies..
hopefully i'll get to c my lovely frens in sem 2..
pray hard..
bless me..

1st December 2009

Time flies..
another new month.. but the same old me..
very near to another brand new year..
gotta really think of a proper resolution this time..

blogging..
hmm.. i always dislike blogging..
the main reason is my english sucks.. when i read back.. it's like some primary childrens' essay.. or maybe worst..
another thing is.. i dun really know how to blog..
is blogging means that u write about ur daily activity?
or write your own stories?
i guess they don't have certain rules about it right?
for me..
i take blogging as a place to pour out my feelings..
i will just write wat is in ma mind..
tat's y i dun have a title..
like this post.. i really have no idea wat to name it..

yesterday..
watched a movie with phinn and chia may..
twilight saga-newmoon..
hmm.. no offence but the movie really sucks..
hate their conversations..
so short and boring..and meaningless..
haihz..
one thing tat was worth watching
Jacob's abs!!
ok sorry.. i admit tat i have been very annoying about this whole jacob's abs obsession thingy..
so??
dun stop me or critisize me for so into him unless u also have tat kinda chest and abs..
if yes.. i'll shut up..
haha..
enough with the newmoon.. not worth atlking about it anyway..
but i'm really anticipating the movie tat will be releasing soon..
hopefully i have the chance to watch them..

vacation..
i wanna go..
really wanna go ..
><
miss it last holiday because of some stupid bunch of friends..
hmm guess they r not call friends anymore..
wat kinda friends will treat u like tat..
guess shud call frenemy..
forget it..
not worth talking as well..
in short..
yearning for a holiday..
anywhere will do...
anytime will go..