there are times that i feel so lonely..
even when there are a lot of friends around you..
but.. when i look around..
i don't feel like i belong to anywhere else..
this is the worst feeling i ever had.. and it makes my day bad..
try to talk.. but nothing came out..
and felt like it was not a good time to talk..
i always feel that i can live without friends or company..
but eventually..
when i visualised that situation..
i will become very afraid of being lonely..
but life still goes on till my last breath even if i dun belong to anywhere..
so move on move on...
the only person that i can count on is myself..
yet mentally i'm so weak..
sigh sigh sigh...
