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Tuesday, April 6, 2010

have you ever felt this way?

there are times that i feel so lonely..
even when there are a lot of friends around you..
but.. when i look around..
i don't feel like i belong to anywhere else..
this is the worst feeling i ever had.. and it makes my day bad..
try to talk.. but nothing came out..
and felt like it was not a good time to talk..
i always feel that i can live without friends or company..
but eventually..
when i visualised that situation..
i will become very afraid of being lonely..

but life still goes on till my last breath even if i dun belong to anywhere..
so move on move on...
the only person that i can count on is myself..
yet mentally i'm so weak..
sigh sigh sigh...

4 comments:

  1. hey...dear....
    i hv the same feeling here....we can only count on ourselves most of the time...
    but i m sure we actually hv good friends and family who will stand n support us always....
    so...+u +u...
    must screw up after emo...hahaha...XD
    these are what i tell u n to myself too...^^

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  2. screw up after emo?? u mean we need get ourself together after emo rite?? okok.. thanks ya.. cant wait to see u guys again.. contact me if u coming to KL o..

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  3. i was shocked when i see the "screw up"..haha..
    anyway..when i have negative thought..i jus blame the PMS..haha..it will fade after few days..be positive n move on..u can de!!

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  4. haha.. screw up means did something badly.. haha xinyu rmb o.. cannot simply use when u r talking to ppl..

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